hey guys. today my second last day of my freedom b4 getting grounded.. no church etc.. im kinda sian but hey its for o lvls la .. must strive to achieve the goal which god has set for me . ( lol a common phrase for barker boys ) anyways, good news is .. i have started to start studying for my o's which is like nearly finished.. lol what can i say its cause of my good frens who gave me the basics and my good tutor ian haha.... dun tell him i said that .. he will just pile more work =x
starting of the year, i started out with a very unstable relation with practically everyone around me. All i had was the shaky bonds i made with people i met in camp.
but things turned out all right... there was japheth or !pheth someone who could just listen to me .. for me to like whine to haha but a terrible speaker XD.. no offence.. then there was weishan a wonderful and terrific girl who was patient with me and actually took so much time off to just accompany me and study ... whatever she said no matter what, i always heeded her advice and just changed wif it. There was mark, a strange little man who in a form of weird way was a good friend. So much so that i really forgot what it was about him . winnie, a livley little girl which usually is one of the tight bonds that just binds our group together and by doing so has suffered much teasing heh, very hardworking and her gentle soul can just touch anyone anywhere especially those of little children. Last but not least is elizabeth, a tame soul with a soothing voice which can just reach out to you and captivate you for the entire moment of her songs. It would basically leave u just wanting for more.
This was the initial group of us who started off, walking together and supporting each other through our hard times no matter what others may think or say. We each had our own different tasks ahead of us, for weishan it was to adjust to her new jc life and japheth his sciences, mark's was no easier though some may think less of it .., winnie and i had our o lvls to worry about. Through our struggles throughout the year, many new faces have been added to it. Somehow or rather, i feel that the initial group that once was only exists in a name. Problems start to arise.. its good that we are expanding in size and have many people socialising and just being added into the group, but perhaps just one too many i feel. Thus causing the main members to just seperate and lead their seperate lives. People change, u know it , i know it , everyone knows it. It is inevitable. Along the course of the year, some of them changed. But regardless what u go through , know this "YOU ARE NEVER ALONE !"
Through the times and ages,
my love for u will never fade.
though u may sit for the various papers,
that doesent mean you are behind or ahead.
Just because u are far away,
u know my feelings for u will always stay.
To live and to love is one thing u should do,
but do so with faith and god will see you through.
If u should feel that all is lost,
know that i am always here with u.
No matter what u do and no matter what the cost,
know this my friend, my brother, my sister,
that i will always love u.
take care god bless
