groceries shopping is good. Probably?

i was out shopping for groceries. The most miraculous thing happened. You know those ads in the advertisements that always show the couple missing the train or whatever, well i now can say i know what it feels like. haha

Anyways, today i learnt a invaluable lesson today. Trust is earned and not to be given so easily. People always fail us and always let us down. Why? They do it for money, fame, power? Pity the fools who will burn in hell. I condemn them. I feel like i am changing sometimes. From the naive boy i once was, to a more experienced person. Well, somewhat i imagine, least a little bit.

To the one that i will never see or know her name by...

Funny Stuff

POP loh. again! yup yup cpls now kukuku. so today when i left camp, called a taxi, slept in the taxi and woke up just before reaching my destination. Funny thing is when i got out of the cab, got all my bags out. This amazingly awesome looking girl just walks up to me. I looked puzzled. I looked at her she looked at me. Just as i was about to muster up some courage, reality struck me hard. She was aiming for the cab i had just alighted from.

Thinking back on what had just happened, i really had a good laugh about it. oh wells life's a bitch to you sometimes XD.

May god bless all you peeps out there.
oh baby ~ say my name!

sispec

so as u can all see . as expected its sispec for me ~~~

Pray i survive =0

oh my ... say my name.. im back from genting. Kind of a new experience.

Went with my some of my section mates for a time of talk cock sing song and see view fun. :D who knew that whilst we were there, we saw CSM (company shortest man) , sharill and friends.

anyways for the whiny section of genting, the food was BAD. Holy shit! Thank god for KFC and various fast food outlets LOL. !!!!

Man i tell you, while i was in genting there was this incident in the arcade which left me a real funny impression of chinese girls that i will never forget lol.... So heres how it went. Me and mok were like walking around finishing up on our remaining credits and getting the tickets so that desmond and vanessa can change for those cj7 plushies. Weird but yup. Anyways, we won this other type of ticket that we really couldnt use. What to do what to do ?... hmmm... give it away right ? yup . So i walked up to this random chinese girl and this is what happened.

Me: Err.. Excuse me
Chinese girl : *ignores*
Me: hey excuse me ?
Chinese girl : *um chio*
Me: hey do u want this ticket miss ?
Chinese girl : *continues to um chio and giggle*
Me: *walks away to the group of other chinese youths*
Me: Hi do you want this ticket?
*Chinese dude just walks past me giggling*

HOLY SHIT?! CHinese people have a new language!!!! WHAT THE HELL LOL!!!! anyways later on after i tapped the fellow on the back he finally accepted the ticket. lol. Like seriously, people nowadays think so much. kukuku

anyways today i finally arrived back at singapore. The land of awesome food. This coming sunday, is the day before hari raya mmmmmmm $__$ ( money face ! ). And also im going with my arumugammuthuparapap peeps for our long awaited ever elusive prawning event !!!! WOOOOOHOOOOO!!!! of course im calling some of u fellas there too to join us in the fun .. lalala

ok its time to go . Reverly 1330 tyvm lights out 0200 =X

subtlety can kill

Amazing how sometimes people take offence to what u have said or havent said. Levels of tactfulness are always essential but somehow, some ppl overdo it and some dont do it at all. Seriously lol... anyways.

Ive always been loud and in a way untactful. However, honestly ? in the past year and a half i kinda realised that being the opposite isnt really very helpful either lol. How should one achieve this balance? how should one act? what to do what to do. Well im puzzled =x as u can see from my writing talking about in loops and not going really anywhere haha.

One word. Confused.

Depending on the circumstances, im caught up between the choices of friends with me now, and the friends to come. i wonder i wonder. What sign or dream will i be shown to guide me out of this dilemna. Probably just continue treading on this messed path that i have very knowningly carved out for myself -.-".

I pray i pray, something, a small thing will come soon ....

blogs

blogs are something that allow you to express you freedom of speech imo. Post pictures etc lol. No im not doing an article about blogger .. Anyways what i feel is that, if u want to know more about the person's day or what he/she is thinking.

These are the following things you should do :
-stop looking at the blog you have in front of u
-turn off your computer
-get ure lazy ass off the chair/couch/bed
-get your shit together
-go hang out or just talk to him/her

lol. Simple yet difficult.

These days people are so into trying to find out more about us, watching us, taking note of our every action. Be it going to the office, getting a cup of coffee, going to the toilet, or even something as simple as going for lunch. Word of advice, stop trying so hard lol. Go up to the person and talk to him/her haha. They wont bite, if they do. Please take the initiative and move on lol.

*this post is not meant to piss anyone i know off nor does it reflect what i am going through. Its just another act of my randomness. tyvm*

happy CNY

HAPPY CNY ALL!

yes ive made a resolution to try to post more. I am told that its not good to keep to myself everything and end up not getting the job im supposed to get done. This year is the year of the bull whoopeee...! Ok, Honestly... ? You really expect me of all people to get high over that and spend money ? lol .. dream on. The only thing ure going to get from me is a tight smack in the face if ure not out in 3 secs.

Anyways CNY is a good time for me, finances are finally in order for the new year. There were times in the year i got lazy and didnt go to work, resulting in me having to put in money to draw out money. Bloody Disgusting. i finally got to see ranjit walk lol ! so cute ! her little fingers grabbing on to your hand and running around =x. Anyways lol if u leave her alone she will scramble to the nearest closest chair try to stand and walk haha its really quite comical. In any case, it was a awesome feast with all the food we ate. So if ure reading this ann *smiles evily* we helped u eat ure share too =0.

Few more days to Attachment ! = more money $$$$$ oh yeah time to slim down exercise and pimp mah self up nubs !

man i miss being young and in secondary school . Getting older.. hmmm it really gets you thinking on what you wanna be and what opportunities lies ahead in front of you. Me? im just trying to keep up with the rat race that always seems to be a few seconds in front of me. Deep down im just feeling super depressed about my upcoming 20th bday. I dont know why. Maybe its because when "Ranjit" hits that age, ill be 30+ ? 40+ ? Shit!

Gosh! just a while ago i was only sec 1 in this whole new environment called secondary school and exposing my "innocent self" to youthful lifestyle. But now pwah! im suddenly graduating from my polytechinic with a bloody diploma. Theres so many things to do. Choosing universities, starting to save, preparing for enlistment and doing attachments, finding a job, worrying about finding a job. Damn so stressful. I know part of my problem is im too damn fucking lazy to get my shit together. Anyways maybe my current bad mood might be due to the insomnia being caused by my running nose that is leaking like the niagra falls.

On the other hand, ive finally cleaned up my room. Its back to what it looks like when i first started out in poly. Spacious and sort of clean if i may say so my self =x. Anyways back on topic, i just feel that sometimes im living my life not for myself but for others. Like how im supposed to look in front of others etc. I know some of you guys will say things like your supposed to be matured enough to know what is right and what is wrong and do the right thing. But seriously, levels of tactfulness are essential. Either be there or get the hell lost.

Being 20 also has its perks, im one year closer to watching a R21 show =0. Thats about the only perk i can think of right now. Anyways at least my body is recovering from the beating i took from andreas the other day lol >.> no i didnt get beaten up ! we were training ! I dont know if he feels the same way but oh wells ill know on tuesday . Fucking Shihan fist -.-"

The new year just went by also. For all those i didnt get to wish, "Happy Late New Year!" and "Happy Chinese New Year" to you peeps.

its been awhile

what a nostalgic feeling , its been a while since i last blogged. haha im sure brenda and the rest will agree to that without a moment's hesitation. The past few weeks have been hectic yet fun, a bittersweet experience. My schooling phase is almost up. Time to welcome the challenges of FYPJ and the world out there ill meet once i start my IPP.

However there are some things i wanna see done before i finish my poly :
-get a 3.x gpa if i can lol (holy shit help me) XD
-slim back down (we all know how much i grew horizontally)
-pass my napfa
-get a driving license once skool is over (lol i know my car is just stagnant there without a driver)

anyways speaking of slim back down, let me just post to show the difference.

screw that blogger wont let me post pics .. RAWRRRRR anyways yeah .. gtg
ive got to like so study for tomorrow's test =]

and alright ppl . tomorrow is my results day XD .. im pretty sure i improved. just to see now how much i improved by =\ hopefully this time can get a 3.X lol.


ciau

Contructiveness

hey ILOG peeps and networking losers and Programming Pros =X naa jk jk lol..

haha anyways week has passed wif hectic amt of test la project la this la that la and frogs too ?!?! ya haha ytd i went out wif brens family to their country club and like supposed to go gym (gawd knows im fat) and ya to swim also =p. But oh wells in the end ended up just swimming >.< haha

anyways ptl (praise the lord) my k750i is repaired =D.. still as sexy looking and still working from the sink incident =]. haha i always knew it'd make it through =p really i did =S. Anyways keke now it means i can still ask my dad for a awesome gift when my birthday comes and not a new phone to replace the old phone which i technically drowned in the pool of dirty dishes wif all the chap and stuff, brr gross.

yups my sis is renovating her house so id be helping arnd again compulsory.. sigh.. i should really demand for a salary. take a knife and point at her =0 lao pan wo yao jia xing =D....

anyways monday which is tml got ERP test wooo sure score i think =S not tt hard haha

good news and bad news

good news is .. I GOT ILOG WOOHOOO
-my modules all C grade and above GG
-im not going overseas anymore(for u bren)

bad news is ..
-im not going overseas anymore haiz.. there goes my OPP dream(for me)

lalala
i blogged

ARK

Hi all !

lol this starting is so zhi xiang... anyways. Hi! as you all are probably wondering, why the post is titled ARK. This 3 letter abbreviation actually means Act of Random Kindness, as taken from evan almighty the show. AHA! i have given credits so u cannot say i plaguerised or violated the copy right law wadsoeva =0. Thinking about it, in this previous year, how many acts of random kindness have i actually done to others. hmm lets see..... oh . Not any that i can really remember of =0 or maybe im just really forgetful ... yea thats it im really forgetful xD.

My new year resolution is to change the world , even for just a bit, preferably for the better, just by trying my best at performing acts of random kindness to the people around me. Touching on ytds sermon during new year watchnight, pastor was talking about how we have to wait and be patient with god. (Frankly im quite suprised i managed to be not bored by his sermon, no condemnation but like wow im quite thrilled still lol GG). In a way when we pray for patience god doesent just zap us wif patience, instead he gives us an opportunity to be patient. Its like full of awesome wonderful goodness man ...

Best part is haha i went for cell today, which in a way was like a little accomplishment *does a dance* seemed to know u all a bit better than last time i went. but yup still a bit the ... hmmm. Play nice spenser. Dont be greedy. lol seek god first before all others .

anyways tomorrow is skool and im just like bleaaaahhhhhh. But then again more chances to work on my project and like get some stuff done since i havent been in sg and also do my part

ok im going oink.
ciau

hey hey !

haha back from camp which was quite refreshing .

Why do i say refreshing ? Its probably cause the 3 workshops done were like good and stuff. Firstly when i went to the camp i did so starting off going there as a vacation cause its like .. everyone kinda deserves a break and like so wishing to get outta sg and take a round trip around the world and see various stuff. oh well .

To my shock i was sentenced to the bus no.3 aka PA4959M. it was like i didnt know anyone there at all. except maybe charlene the char siew beng girl and vania. The rest were like a little weird. If anyone reading this, no offences man haha i just dont have that much to talk about wif u or im like already tried "Interacting" or something of that sort.

Anyways when i reached there the view from the lobby was like great. The rooms were awesome and like super big. Aprox of half a basketball court per room lol. My group members were preetttyyy good in some sense but due to my lack of sleep previous nights i was like rather SEHded and their words of wisdom/cheeminology couldnt get through to me haha at least some didnt. Bah no condemnation in christ jesus =]. Tell u all the LSS disease a.k.a lack of sleep syndrome really is freakkaayy... "The mind is willing but the body is weak". Thats what jesus said to his diciples just before he got taken by the pharissees. In some ways i feel as if i was a really good representation of that. Haiz but i really tried hard to not sleep. Anyways god is good all the time, he really answered by helping me stay awake lol. Crazy stuff.

As for camp food it was like totally weird haha .. so budget sia.. nasi lemak , nasi lemak , nasi lemak and more nasi lemak. Damn budget =s.
portion also mcham like primary skool portion sigh.
then again i should be contented with what i have =]. Then when night camp me selwyn chris jap and mark were like blasting iPods on the speakers that chris had brought. Mostly them i just like was too lazy to move around. Anyways haha overall it was fun although the activities were super weird. yes god is good, all the time.
haha just felt like saying tt im a bit high cause im super tired now so yup =]

worship in a way was alrite a bit too long. It was a bit too long to the point that i learnt how to sleep whilst standing. Nevertheless it was thanks to charlene david and the other dude on my right hand side that i didnt get like snapped by glenn napping during sermon. Really didnt mean to like doze off though =s. Such lolism actually taking place =0. But i think like really hats off to some other little girl from PL sec. She everything also sleep through. Magically awake only during lunch and dinner. crazy stuff , not much i can say though. Then on the last night we played some game which i thought for my whole life only played on TV/movies such as MIB etc. Twister.

Holy mama muthu curry . Its like THE super worst game to sabo ppl. Especially if u have ppl who would like to sabo u heh heh. Mostly me doing the saboing. Anyways haha ill upload the rest of the pics later.

Oh just one more thing . MY FRIGGIN HOTEL ROOM GOT BUSTED INTO BY SOME HOUSEKEEPING FELLA and he/she stole my money ==".
abit the wth . sigh never mind i forgive the fella though they took my 100 rm szp.

bah im too tired to type anymore ..
p.s. Go google Laminin images. Take a look at the shape of it. Really shows how god is the centre of our beings and taking care of us =]

ciau

guest entry

(this isnt spenser fyi)


okay so ive finished my exams like finally. you know how you look forward to something for what seems like your whole life but when you finally, finally get there it's like there isnt anything exhilarating about it anymore.

anyway ive been at home all day and ive sort of run out of things to do. which is why im in the process of painting my nails again hahaha. i hope youre studying hard. get that 4.0 okay (:

can i change this template please please please? the bad english is getting on my nerves. let me know, okay. and can you bring poke over on saturday? the turtle misses me i know he does (:

i shall write a longer entry another time okay (: <3 you

xoxo

ohiyo!

wow its been ages since i wrote . anyways to start off, its been a real hectic week. Why cause probably my timetable although its v slack its like weird. As if im starting in a new class once again. back to year 1. this in a way is true to a certain extent cause im really wif a new class like more than half the time haha. but yups np pros and cons to it also haha.

so then the week passed my gosh i cant believe my spending habits are so terrible
still remember what my primary skool principal told me last time about habit

HABIT

if its a bad habit and u try to get rid of it , ull end up wif

ABIT

then if u try to control ureself to get rid of it,

BIT

of it will still linger around u, and no matter what ull still have

IT

so try to have more good habits than bad ones haha.

really know what hes talkin bout now. anyways we went to celebrate caiyings bdae today. Not at a Ts house having a Tea Party drinking Tea with T.
Instead we went to sticky rice where the rice wasnt that sticky and the food was huge! when i say huge i mean huge. lol the damn chicken wing was stuffed and came up to the size of my stinking fist. SHIT! lol the otah was like a bit smaller but still frigging big lol haha..

anyways it was a good meal and quite acceptable pricing. But yea overall was quite funny hur hurhur the way everything turn out.

and i still havent passed pearlyn back for the money so ya please remind me or i might very happily forget about it heh heh *smirks*

yups tomorrow have skool lololol in the afternoon to 930 still deciding now whether to go makan wanton mee anot oh wells.

ciau spenser

back

hi hi haha dun say i never post ok yall ... see i change my skin for all to see. Anyways the last few months have been stressful if u wanted to know. Yes i do get stressed haha. Projects killing ppl all the time, sometimes its just better to like go jc at least there you have a definite answer in the books. Not like stupid teachers keep asking you for things that you dont know if there is or isnt an answer to anyways.

Well the people around me have been such a great help, regardless whether u know it or not. And in a few hours, im going to be taking another major paper called BIS my gosh if i dun make it im out literally and its police for me lol. Ya but haiya i think i studied enuf for it already, should be able ba.

anyways to all the fans =0 (bob frank peter mary susan margret pokejr) haha bren should know we will be able to go out soon =D as one big happy family lol. While i watch all the jc PPL SUFFER MUAHAHAHHA A LVLS, PROMOS yadeh yadeh yadeh lol. eeerrppzzz ure one of them too but no matter.

ya anyways i have nothing much left to say basically talking crap here. haha ciau

facing ure giants

hey yallz =D havent been blogging much so i decided to blog keke...

ya tt saturday the show facing the giants or facing ure giants or whatever blah title isnt important its the content =]. But waa really man when i first heard its a inspirational show i was like haiz not another one lol. But once i watched it i was like woah .... i wanna watch it again =].

For those who watched it, ya confirm will agree with me. For those who havent ... uh ....

WATCH IT!!!!

anyways yes its basically as what the title says la , "Facing ure giants". When i say giants, i do not mean literally giants. yes. Sometimes in life when people say things that put u down and the various obstacles in life that knock u down , u just gotta not give up and like perservere like brock in the show. The coach blindfolded him and asked him to do the "deathcrawl" from start to the 50 yard zone. When i heard it i was like wtf?! Is that even possible ? but haha then again ... the yankees... lol americans typical str trainers. Anyways besides the point. The guy did it on pure faith in his coach. Of course at first he started off with a little reluctance. Time and time throughout the field he wanted to give up and kept thinking to himself tt he was going to die. But time and time again the coach was always there to give him morale support and just push him until alas, he reached the end of the football field (100 yards) wtf?!

When he finally realised he was super shag but although i did not experience it myself im damn sure that the feeling he felt was depicted in his head as this " SONG BO !!!!!?! "

haha i saw i was super inspired lor . Started asking myself how many times in life have i given up be it on friends, work, daily necessities and blah blah blah. How many times have i not given my best ? How many times have i just been like his frens who just all talk and are too afraid to try. How many times have i sinned against god by not giving him my best. By giving him lesser than what was expected from me. i think i abit repetition but never mind . The point is OMGOSH... i was like super guilty tt day. yups. to be honest ive been running on dry for the past few months just wasting my life away. Trying ways and means to pon class and what weiliang said on his msn . MCs cost $20 more on the last day of a long holiday. But now i realised that after watching this show, ive not been facing my giants at all, even though i seem like it.

what a coward u are spenser....

I figured that since im stuck in this place in this course in this situation in this group, Make the most out of it. God put me here for a purpose, and im going to have faith that he has a plan for me and that he will not leave me marooned on a island or a place with no way out. God works in mysterious ways. I truly want to be like brock.

Praise god when u win.
Praise god when u lose.

dont let people call u a loser or put u down. Cuz ure not. Act like a winner dont be like david and kick the ball knowing that he was going to miss.

Do Your best , and God will do the rest.

i think ive said enough for now liao. yups ciau guys =D

study week

pretty interesting and shocking eh? a slacker actually studying ? haha this week after the pko weekend dash which i did not really complete hmmm ... and by popular request haha i shall update. lol probably like havent updated in like months or so .. anyways ya im finish up on the networking document but now only to start on the networking powerpoint ... ahhhh irritating stilll have marketing to study for =\

haiz

i so need to chiong up on my studies le rawr...

ok la anyways yesterday i went out wif reagan for lunch but before that we were like being enslaved by a evil smelly feet and ya jia lat reagan teach for free one lol free labour =\ anyways sidetrack this wed we are going swimming =D lol i sound so geeky now but then again should i go ? hmmm i need the time to study and i also dun want to pangseh my side of frens .. aiya
kia la kia la in the end ill just be thinking of it and not studying so might as well la ya =x

dun anyone lecture me =X im justifying it to myself to make me feel less guilty boo yah!