Let this person i speak of be known to you all as wuzangar. For those who were with me all these years, you would know this wuzangar who i speak of.
It was early december 199X, wuzangar, a young teen just coming out of high school and in the transition stage of going to the next education level that his country had to offer. For wuzangar that didnt really matter. All he ever wanted in his life was to do something extraordinary. Something that no one could would or should ever hope to achieve as long as he was there. That ambition of his at that certain point of time, to him, seemed like an impossible feat. Many a times he tried to accomplish it but there would be just something. Something was always there to hinder him and hold him back. Finally one day he got very depressed over it and just felt that he needed to set everything straight. And when he said everything, he meant everything.
Filled with the drive to finish and fufill his dream, he worked hard day and night to not only balance his work and chores but also to work on his master plan to try and make his dream come alive. Everyday, rain or shine he would be in his little room practicing and practicing, always keeping in check of himself and always just hoping that he would succeed in his goal. He would train hours and hours in hopes of accomplishing his dream.
Days passed ...
months ...
years ...
He finally realised, he had never ever really got down to doing the task that was set for him. There was always an excuse coming out from his mouth. I have to oversee my program in school. I am tired. I dont think i can do it. Ill do it later. Im going out with my friends. Ive got issues. period.
Alas ... when he finally felt that he was ready to overcome his dream, he was greatly disappointed. The strength which he once had had already left him and the drive and mental strength from which he once had no more was there.
Everyone born into the earth is equal and given various different situations to deal with. How you live your life is how well u are dealing with these set of problems put before you. Before u drown yourself in self pity. Dont just sit there saying how much you dont like it, or that you dont feel like it. Take note that there are others worse off than you and that you should count every single one of your blessings which god has given to you.
MY question . Do you want to be wuzangar ? Finish the task. Cast everything else aside. The interpretation of this line is strictly not to be taken as sunshine to be blown up your ass.
Neither was it meant to be an act to attempt to be understanding.
Im just sick of it all .
Nite
