Tuesday, August 29, 2006

late nite entry

haha here i am again lol blogging cuz im like super sian XD anyways haha i was reading the bible that day for a first time in a long long time lol..

what ?! dun be suprised man XD i was like hmm undecided so i took it from dai chou and uncle ronny to go do some reflection and read and ask god seriously what was i supposed to do. yes , Anyways dats wad i did and it turned out quite good =\ lol its very super coincidential though.. dunno why im like this one ... or maybe ya i dunno la haha i was reading this verse ecclesiastes 1:1-11 .

1 The words of the Teacher, [a] son of David, king in Jerusalem:

2 "Meaningless! Meaningless!"
says the Teacher.
"Utterly meaningless!
Everything is meaningless."

3 What does man gain from all his labor
at which he toils under the sun?

4 Generations come and generations go,
but the earth remains forever.

5 The sun rises and the sun sets,
and hurries back to where it rises.

6 The wind blows to the south
and turns to the north;
round and round it goes,
ever returning on its course.

7 All streams flow into the sea,
yet the sea is never full.
To the place the streams come from,
there they return again.

8 All things are wearisome,
more than one can say.
The eye never has enough of seeing,
nor the ear its fill of hearing.

9 What has been will be again,
what has been done will be done again;
there is nothing new under the sun.

10 Is there anything of which one can say,
"Look! This is something new"?
It was here already, long ago;
it was here before our time.

11 There is no remembrance of men of old,
and even those who are yet to come
will not be remembered
by those who follow.

ya it doesent really answer my entire situation im in nowadays like fully but im sure as i go on , god will help me to answer my problems and provide me with solutions. at least its a start for me on how to tackle my situation.. =]=]

so yeap instead of thinking so far ahead as usual ill try to be more aware on whats happening around me and the people tt are around me usually like my churchie grp ^^ my tennis buddies and probably some of my ol barker buds which i still am in contact wif haha ^^ oh wells lalala =P im going to get some wanton mee from opposite my place now ^o^V wahhaahahahaha and im supposed to be meeting duncan tomorrow at like uh ... 930?? LOL .. doomed haha

cya pplz ^^ love u guys and especially u
rawr ! im getting a cheap deal for racket now XD =P

Sunday, August 27, 2006

shitty shitty shit shit

shit shit shit shit shit la ... ur mouth dam jun leh... kao now u see i really miss the 2nd phase for dsa la ... liew ... !!

im am like so dam pissed now la. Wth i wasted so much time just to find out that i missed the dsa by like hmm 4 days?? SCREW IT LA !!! i really duno what to do now la.
chris said i can write in an appeal to try and get it cause i already meet all 3 of the criterias.BUT like i said, this is dam dam dam huge gamble la ... cause scene 1 if i withdraw from nyp now i have nothing to fall back on. Then when i do e o lvl lets say i get both A's i cant really have that good a selection of skools to go to man .. the dam cutoff system just raised itself man... @#&@^$*^* . Perhaps god didnt want me to do this ?? but if so i will still have to change a course in poly cause i absolutley hate my teachers in nyp and the course im taking right now. This is really dam fked up la ... got half a mind to like just jump off a building now sia..

then coming up is o lvl and once the results come out ill know my fate .. i think i got to kao zi ji liao le la.. cause its about time i stood up and just bucked up and took control of what im doing right now. I really dunno what to do... switch course ? switch skool ?

man this juz sux .. ok .. i think now i should just say to all la. much as u guys love to play poke the angry ogre, please dont come doing stuff to me again when im sleeping ok ?? especially taking my glasses. u take my slippers and others im still ok .. but dont go FKin touch my glasses again. cuz next time ill really whack u wif my rackets ok? good .

p.s. the carbon pill ar jap really cures the stomach wind man .. good recommendation lol... XD

anyways its 2:47 am just updated the junior camp publicity a bit more .. going to bring my labtop later to church to work on it again. I think weishan will be there also wif charlton so ill like go chou re nao and exchange resources =P .. then same time work on some stuff la ... dunno why ppl nowadays keep saying i talk much lesser and that im super shag.. but im actually not really that tired as i look la hahaha.. ok la its late later still got cell ..

chau ppl =]

Thursday, August 24, 2006

bb

ok so i just came back from skool haha... consecutive blogggin oh wow =D

anywayz, sempai , freaks and dumbasses lol bb ^^ *waves while running*
haha today i got to skool seriously sick .. felt like fainting couple of times and vomitting zzz lalala dunno what is wrong wif me ..

this year i really enjoyed uh... the times i spent wif u jokers and faggots XD.. the bubble tea sessions , the ponning of classes/lectures , the times we played pool haha. for all those tt i didnt really get to know like um ..gwen tt gang haha peace man =]=]=]

yup and to all my tennis sempai all dat i think ill jio yall down la if yall free to play tennis =P... TENNIS ROCKS *too tired to do any sort of cheer*.

pray for me ya =] i got o lvl coming up ... aiyo dave .. we sure pass networking one la ... we copy the entire thing lor lol !! cmaths i think not la .. i couldnt realy think but overall module i guess ill pass haha the PD and the com skills confirm pass liao le la woo ~_~ csharp lol thanks saz XD

i hope i get enuf points from my current score to get into like a JC or like a better course than this la haha even some of u guys also wanted to change i heard .. good luck man =
oh and btw waa sian liao la caiying dai chou ask me to make a video or slide show .. omg im so sick rite now ahaa >.< but i dun really think i get any days off lol.. so i guess ill like try to gambatte la ~_~

GOGO 0610 !! but bb u faggots XD

have u ever felt ?

have u ever felt like ur head is super heavy,
have u ever felt ur nose super flooded,
have u ever felt the warmth in your body like no other,
have u ever felt the freezing temperature around u,
have u ever felt that u want to die.

have u ever felt like u just cant.
have u ever felt that u need someone right now ?
have u ever felt that someone would help u?
have u ever felt sick?
have u ever felt this bad before the exam?
have u ever felt something bad was gonna happen?
have u ever felt like even though u knew there was nothing u can do?

well just ponder on these questions.. then think on ur life again =]
then pray to god and thank him about the wonderful life u have now after going through these experiences.

dont rush through things, take it easy stride by stride.

its 3:14am words of wisdom by me XD hours away from my exam which im too sick to study for *literally* . oh wellz nites ppl =]

Monday, August 21, 2006

late at nite ..*super long entry*

well usually my late nites are really fun filled wif dota, muonline, wanton mee, tv, blah blah. but then ar dis week has been a bit different haha. last nite i went out at like 11 plus after church camp com meeting .. haha charlton was elected for dai chou (captain) cause he was delegating to us all dis stuff to do while weishan was like :"ure so lazy charlton !! =[" den haha she also just take tshirt drawing only =x... so most probably chartlon will be e solo lumber of e entire publicity XD... im gonna get murdered for dis =x

BUT !!!!!!

yea as i was saying lol me and joshua were like "ABANDON SHIPPPP!!!!!" den charlton telling us what to do in a good way but somehow i still forgot what i was supposed to do =\.. yes read my nick no not pretty no not hot .. BEAUTIFUL!!! u all knoe why lol...

yes and i got an update =D jap remember benson XD.... lol hehehehe oh technically not really benson la .. hahaa den i saw uncle alan too =P at the prata shop which is like next to e food court which me and ronny and rachel ate at haha.. den i really gao chor lor.. i mistook dis girl sitting there for one of his frens =3 but its actually his daughter..rachel was like omg omg omg how could u forget sia spenser...
but well everyone screws up rite xP. and yes e both of dem started to bombard me like an interrogater =\ cuz dey wanted to knoe smth which lol i think only jap and dwight and jowell knoe .. hope dey keep it in e dark still >.<.

dear diary lmao .. today omg i woke up so late 4 PM!!! walan eh... like one bloody sunday just wasted away man .. missed cell and lunch .. T_T wad a lazy buggar i am man ..*pokes turtle* XD anyway.. i went to church saw joel (as in fish) playing captain ball waa so enthued to play .. den aiyah cannot play =..3 ahh went up saw e entire ns gang there sia lol study their uni subbys.. den i go inside see a shan shan there study =D.. but den i was like ok .. shall not disturb her.. she gotta test or smthing coming up on chem i think hmm.. ya..

anyways bird is going away on nz bb *waves frantically* =] enjoy ure trip, bon voyage, hao hao wan ar,etc etc. ahh i wish i could go hols too but then again thinking about it the pros and cons, i think not haha =D. lalala oh and once again tessa if ure reading dis , im still emptying my mind about sept 9 haha.. lol so many ppl bdae in da last few months of e year ... terok ar ! i gonna pok liao lol.. come to think of it .. be it random or such .. i need ter think about how to juggle my time also man .. now dat caiying got my name written down for cell leader and james (small one), charlene, jap, etc all egging me on waa.. really also need to set standard sia .. smthin i neva thought i eva had ter do ... dont think dat im gona make tt wonderful a cell leader but can try my best la.. haha..

oh and if im bzy i really am freakin bzy cause im usually not bzy so now u knoe kay.. pai seh just now i said those things cuz i was really discussing wif shad some exam stuff and there u were crapin and irritatin me ... so ya ... didnt mean it kay.

omg i have so much networking to cover .. =omg joshua must help me kay...? =omg lord help me in my quest kay..=omg lord i need more patience ..=*prays frantically* ><

shouldnt be up so late .. omg omg omg .. must pia liao RAH !!!

Thursday, August 17, 2006

The way i do

ok this song is like really nice =] im super like addicted to it haha playing it over and over again woo woo ..

oh and welcome dwight to the land of publicity as me and joshua the xiao gina XD XD XD haha im so bad ... ey peeps i need the pics man !! hahahahahaha the first display is the 2nd sept omg omg omg *spasms* lalala

oh man ivp coming up means i get new shirts =p ^^ woo woo ... haha we need more lumber ! *in the peon voice* XD haha ..

so im watching lost now and have not much left to write .. enjoy pplz =p

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

BANKAI !!!

BANKAI !!! GREEN TEA SUNSHINE FILLING TUMMY !!!

lol at least thats what i want my bankai to be XD... haha today we went to church. When i say "we" i meant jap and me. Liew lor .. supposed to be James small one, Jowell, Moo, Dwight, Bird, SHAN.... but den haiz so disappointing .. =[ =[ =[

oh wells its ok lah.. i kinda already knew this kinda thing would happen =\.ya den uncle alan and david ho was like come lets play table tennis !!! haha.. den sian only 2 bat so take turn play .. den when e 2 pastors left .. me and jap were like come we play it bleach style ... BANKAI !!!! smash smash blah blah .. haha fun fun fun ^^

oh yes me and jap thought of a damn damn jian game for the church camp .. now only waiting for cai ying to give e go on like this coming week meeting =\ wa lau .. i publicity leh .. jia lat =[ haiz wooo what is this game im talking about ?? ull have to come to the camp to know .. haha =P

Sunday, August 13, 2006

sianded..

yes im sian...

today played cap ball till my legs kana blisters haha... but quite long neva play it so its like wooooo ^^. eitherways sitting on e bed sufferin e after effect of e blisters is nt sumthin one should look forward to in life =]. guess what .. my arm is feelin wonderful now .. so much for dat weird sprain =\ haha

ya ... crap im in publicity ! not like e marcus unlucky become a "sai kang warrior" in logistics XD.

haiz lol i think ar one of these days im just gonna camp in church during the sept hols and study or do some shit .. since im like way way way way way way way too free hahahah .. okie ill go now .. mug a bit feel so freaking guilty =x

SO JUN AR !! I LOVE U GOD !!

hihi yall .. ^^ todae was a very fun day =] firstly cause i think ronny and justin now owe me drinks alot alot lol =x >.< or maybe just 2 haha.... anyways ill be working to make that number increase =D ... haha dwight owes me 2 free dinners and drinks =D

rite. today was e planning for e junior camp =] omg.... im in publicity man wth... ill be like a walking talking domon kun banner =x T.T..... haha i guess its what god wants me to do ba.. =] after all he did give me this loud extroverted character i guess.. ask my nyp rawr rawrs .. i call em freaks all e time XD =x ...

anyways .. i went out today b4 the dinner but i still dunno wad to buy mi mama for her birthday ..hmmz its been like lemme think .... 1 week late ? shit ! blah blah

im like super overjoyed now la =D ... i think partly cause i finally got to sit down wif my full family and have one dinner .. dammit man .. so many relatives i havent met in such a freakin long time ... all e aunties and uncles i never knew i had ... all e uncles and aunties i THOUGHT were overseas or gone .. all the uncles and aunties i am quite close to haha... and the uncles and aunties that claims to have taken care of me when i was like ... young ... LOL the dinner was nice and shiok man .. hehe anyways ... i not really sure how to upload my pics of e thing cause my com keeps hanging so ya haha..

Friday, August 11, 2006

sued....

okay when u see dis post u must be wondering ... hmm spenser .. sued??? wth..?

it is correct ! i was sued in the court of shan lol on charges of using pfft ... anyways dat isnt quite really why im writing heh .. today go to church i went to meet bird moo dwight lol played table tennis wif em and kept smashing the ball down on e table to their body XD im so bastard =x .. den suddenly POM ! headshot smash on moo head =P

lalalalala im supposed to be studyin for mi o lvls now haha i studyin amaths now ..wee weee ^^ oh darn man .. im caught between a dilema ... joyce duncan and valentino wanna play tennis wif me den i also got mbjd who want lunch wif me =\ shit who to pang seh... feel so terok >.< both ask me at same time summore sian sian oh wellz ... i guess ill hit the books now for amaths piaing on functions, simul , indices , surds , etc.

nite peepz ^^

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

awkwardness?? u tell me ...

oh kay...... dis is my second blog entry hohoho

no la im just trying to space out the time LOL nothing to do lalala. Anyways talking about tennis , man the tennis fiesta seriously rocked i mean regarding the ppl who turned up . Duncan drove down and managed to find e courts *claps* as for gary and fren..... i wish i could say the same .. LOL dey walked around nyp 3 times b4 they found e courts hahahaha... Den we plae plae tennis until like 9 ++ gonna play a game wif gabriel senpai then "PEW" lights off.... sian ..
oh wellz we all nothing to do but pack up and run wif duncan chasin us XD >.>. TO THE ZI CHA STORE !!! woo hor fun there rockz .. long time no eat there liao hahahaha. i mean BOAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!

den todae go to some bbq la .... or at least that was wad i thought it was hahaha den later turn out to be like dw like dat... for all those who know ya u shuld knoe la .. hahahah trying to make me join e company ..zzz.. den was like kickin valentino leg till e point where he actually kept swinging his leg away LOL !! xD

happy national day.... im glad a few ppl i know are online =D =D =D but den again bai and justin u owe me drinks now =] boahahaha

Sunday, August 06, 2006

boahahahahahaa

okay.. so wow... i think church rox....

e cell leader thingy .. i dunno if it works out for me and jap but hey its overall alrite lar... besides i dun really dat keen on teaching younger peeps.
No offense but really, i myself quite impatient. Ok Not really dat impatient but.... somehow dont feel like im ready to bring up lil children as my cell members . I think i could give it a try la to see during the trainings if i overall like it or not cuz like i now macham like holiday sia LOL sorry guys XD especially shan. =x
But really .. i feel dat i dun even know the lil young punks well enough to lead em .. but according to the instruction guide we got, (*There is an instruction guide? LOL !!*) cuz if anyhow lead ar ..LOL they are all gonners liao hahahaz... zzzzzzzz how how how ...
Think i should really pray to god cause i really dunno what to do and not that much confidence that i can carry out this cell leader thing LOL
Damn i missed FOP... so few days also no mood to go CRAP !!!

IT WASNT ME !!!!

arghhz... table tennis in church is gettin so dam fun hohoho.. and now nearly my whole cell all addicted to playing table tennis liao le woo woo ^^
Speaking of which wa lau eh ... u all and ur whack the volleyer attitude LOL... kana whack by joyce la... duncan la ... valentino la ... ronny la ...
DIE LIAO LA LOL !!!! im so gonna be traumatized for life man =x hohoho
YES AR !! This tuesday got TENNIS FIESTA *Does the boogie woogie dance* organized by me mind u =P
all must come down ar !! DUN PANGSEH >.<
doh.... i was only joking ... and if XXXXXX still doesent know who green tea is and super blur.... shit man .... she needs like a serious smack on the head LOL
tang yuan in the serangoon interchange cheat money... T_T