Thursday, January 29, 2009

blogs

blogs are something that allow you to express you freedom of speech imo. Post pictures etc lol. No im not doing an article about blogger .. Anyways what i feel is that, if u want to know more about the person's day or what he/she is thinking.

These are the following things you should do :
-stop looking at the blog you have in front of u
-turn off your computer
-get ure lazy ass off the chair/couch/bed
-get your shit together
-go hang out or just talk to him/her

lol. Simple yet difficult.

These days people are so into trying to find out more about us, watching us, taking note of our every action. Be it going to the office, getting a cup of coffee, going to the toilet, or even something as simple as going for lunch. Word of advice, stop trying so hard lol. Go up to the person and talk to him/her haha. They wont bite, if they do. Please take the initiative and move on lol.

*this post is not meant to piss anyone i know off nor does it reflect what i am going through. Its just another act of my randomness. tyvm*

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

happy CNY

HAPPY CNY ALL!

yes ive made a resolution to try to post more. I am told that its not good to keep to myself everything and end up not getting the job im supposed to get done. This year is the year of the bull whoopeee...! Ok, Honestly... ? You really expect me of all people to get high over that and spend money ? lol .. dream on. The only thing ure going to get from me is a tight smack in the face if ure not out in 3 secs.

Anyways CNY is a good time for me, finances are finally in order for the new year. There were times in the year i got lazy and didnt go to work, resulting in me having to put in money to draw out money. Bloody Disgusting. i finally got to see ranjit walk lol ! so cute ! her little fingers grabbing on to your hand and running around =x. Anyways lol if u leave her alone she will scramble to the nearest closest chair try to stand and walk haha its really quite comical. In any case, it was a awesome feast with all the food we ate. So if ure reading this ann *smiles evily* we helped u eat ure share too =0.

Few more days to Attachment ! = more money $$$$$ oh yeah time to slim down exercise and pimp mah self up nubs !

Sunday, January 18, 2009

man i miss being young and in secondary school . Getting older.. hmmm it really gets you thinking on what you wanna be and what opportunities lies ahead in front of you. Me? im just trying to keep up with the rat race that always seems to be a few seconds in front of me. Deep down im just feeling super depressed about my upcoming 20th bday. I dont know why. Maybe its because when "Ranjit" hits that age, ill be 30+ ? 40+ ? Shit!

Gosh! just a while ago i was only sec 1 in this whole new environment called secondary school and exposing my "innocent self" to youthful lifestyle. But now pwah! im suddenly graduating from my polytechinic with a bloody diploma. Theres so many things to do. Choosing universities, starting to save, preparing for enlistment and doing attachments, finding a job, worrying about finding a job. Damn so stressful. I know part of my problem is im too damn fucking lazy to get my shit together. Anyways maybe my current bad mood might be due to the insomnia being caused by my running nose that is leaking like the niagra falls.

On the other hand, ive finally cleaned up my room. Its back to what it looks like when i first started out in poly. Spacious and sort of clean if i may say so my self =x. Anyways back on topic, i just feel that sometimes im living my life not for myself but for others. Like how im supposed to look in front of others etc. I know some of you guys will say things like your supposed to be matured enough to know what is right and what is wrong and do the right thing. But seriously, levels of tactfulness are essential. Either be there or get the hell lost.

Being 20 also has its perks, im one year closer to watching a R21 show =0. Thats about the only perk i can think of right now. Anyways at least my body is recovering from the beating i took from andreas the other day lol >.> no i didnt get beaten up ! we were training ! I dont know if he feels the same way but oh wells ill know on tuesday . Fucking Shihan fist -.-"

The new year just went by also. For all those i didnt get to wish, "Happy Late New Year!" and "Happy Chinese New Year" to you peeps.